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PREFACE
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-1.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-1.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.4
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-2.5
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.4
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-3.5
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-4.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.1
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.2
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-5.3
EROTIC SYMBOLISM-6
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.3
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-1.4
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.3
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-2.4
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-3.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-3.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.1
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.2
THE MECHANISM OF DETUMESCENCE-4.3
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-1
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-2
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-3
THE PSYCHIC STATE IN PREGNANCY-4
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-1.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-1.2
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-2.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-2.2
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-3-4
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-5.1
HISTORIES OF SEXUAL DEVELOPMENT HISTORY-5.2
INDEX OF AUTHORS

one afternoon gave me the astonishing information that my father 

had taken a part in my procreation. Up to this moment I had known 

only of the maternal offices, information of which had been 

beautifully supplied to me by my guardian when I was 7 years old. 

At that time I talked freely about the coming of a baby brother 

in a distant city; I watched the construction of baby clothes; I 

named the newcomer, and I was momentarily disappointed when he 

proved to be a girl. This same R., a strong boy with a large 

penis, got into the custom of lying in bed with me just before 

lights were put out. He would read to himself and occasionally 

pause to pump his penis and make with his lips the sound of a 

laboring locomotive. I felt impelled to handle his organ, for I 

was fascinated by its size, and stiffness, and warmth. Rarely he 

would titillate my then small and unerect penis. R. never 

ejaculated when he was with me; hence not until my third year was 

I acquainted with the appearance of a flow of semen. Sometimes R. 

would stop during his dressing to manipulate his penis, but was 

such a picture of rosy health that I doubt whether he brought 

himself often to ejaculation. R. told me that he had been to a 

brothel where his genitals were examined to determine whether 

they were large enough and not diseased. He also related how he 

"played cow" with a girl of his own age, she consenting to 

perform _fellatio_ upon him. A dark-skinned, unwashed, pimpled 

but fairly vigorous boy of 16, with an irritable domineering 

manner, told me the delights of coitus with a girl in a 

bath-house, and I overheard his conversation with another "old" 

boy concerning the purchase of a girl in a big city for the sum 

of five dollars. No details were given. 

 

I will now pass to my third year, when I was 13 years old. A 

large, well-set-up boy of 16, A., became my idol. His toleration 

of my presence in his room filled me with endless love. When I 

lied about a matter in which he was concerned, his denunciation 

of me brought me to a state of shuddering and weeping 

unspeakable. When our relations were established again A. 

allowed me to creep into his bed after the lights were out, and 

there I passionately embraced him, but without performing any 

definite act. When I turned over on my side with my back to him 

he drew my prepuce back and forth until I experienced orgasm, but 

not ejaculation. I would return his favor by pumping his erect 

penis, but with no ejaculation on his part. He did not propose 

_fellatio_, and I did not think of it. One night when he was in 

my bed I began to masturbate very slightly, whereupon he laughed, 

saying: "So that is the way you amuse yourself!" As a matter of 

fact the habit was not fastened upon me. He always laughed when 

the rubbing of his finger on my exposed glans caused me to 

shrink. Another boy, H., now began to show me his erect penis and 

we practiced mutual manipulations. A. laughingly told me how me 

had caught H. in the act of masturbating as he stood in the 

bath-tub. A. told me a number of sexual stories--how he enjoyed 


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